Thursday, October 1, 2009

Wake me up when september ends..


Its 10.01 pm, an ideal time to blog. I was off my old, frustrating life for about 19days. I have come back from Bangalore with cold and cough, hope its not swine flu...:) I'm going to make this post descriptive, although there are no subscribers to my blog.
I was a severe stutterer before I leaped to the place, that has and is continuously changing my life. Within two and half days, I reconstructed broken dreams, started respecting myself, started falling in love with life. There was actually lot that one could do with life! I got friends from everywhere, interacted with people from all ages, all types -students, jobless, employed & self-employed. The environment was like full of positive energy. No, I am not promoting the place. These are just the words that come out. I am recollecting and writing all that happened in the last few days. Did I mention, I got a new friend Chetan? He is a fashion photographer and has done the photo shoots of Anushka Sharma. Yes, that's true.
And what's more, I learnt to be solitary. All my life I was a nascent Oxygen atom, dying to pair. I realized, real fun is in being unattended. For the first time, I preferred voice calls to chatting. Kept asking for phone numbers, calling, inquiring and hearing my own voice, amazed by the fluency and politeness my voice had developed. I suddenly felt, I could manage any job in the world. This happens when one finds a ray of hope in a continuous period of endless misery. Feels like wanting to try all good things in a moment that one previously just imagined.
September ends taking away all ashes of a miserable life. A new beginning, a new world, I vow to illuminate my soul. To you my life, I will be sincere and caress you to the fullest.
Apart from all this, spent 48 hours in a beautiful hill station in the South -  Kodaikanal. Its something like nature's playground, beautiful springs and falls, and air that one would love to breathe. The September life wasn't permanent, I have to return to the birthplace of my misery. I did it with courage. September ends and I find myself hooked to the old place, my hometown. In my journey I passed time with my hands on my first Apple iPod, and analyzing whats different in Bangalore. Here you can't hire a auto-rickshaw if you were more then 3 people. In my hometown, you can't hire one, if you are less then three..:)
Jokes apart, September ends..........